Diets, Dickheads and Delights of Third Year

So, I've started Uni again which I'm hugely enjoying. This year is my final year and I really feel like I'm coming into my own. I feel like for once I'm getting it and I'm understanding it. Its only taken two years. I am inspired, I am motivated and I am enjoying it. I have kept up with the work and the reading which I never feel like I ever completely manage. I have started two essays early. Yeah... Im feeling confident, however how long this will last I`m not really sure. This is the year for positivism. 

This week has had its wobbles, I'm finding it hard to maintain friendships. As a Gemini I find it hard to issue the same advice constantly only to have it ignored. I need to remain calm and not push my friends away as I always inevitable do. I feel I act as peoples conscious, and this is why they come to me for advice because they know what I say they should be doing, however this little voice in their head/ or me is in due course ignored. This is frustrating. 

I have also found some of my friends only contact me with news of themselves and their good fortune, this is tiresome. However we are all guilty of this on occasion are we not ?I feel this week has been a week of choking on other peoples over sweet, shallow and new relationships. Please do not bother me with this crap. 

This has happened to me on 5 different occasions by as many people, is this the new way to express your happiness? To show it to the people who you know are at rock bottom? Its cruel.

This week has also been the start of the dreaded diet. 
Exercise, meal replacement shakes and healthy eating.
Fuck my life. Dont talk to me about food or diets.
I love food so much and it makes me so happy. 
This diet is making me miserable.

Oh well...

Im also reading lots at the minute and have reignited my love for reading.
Ask me what and ill tell you ....


Gracie 
xxx